Everything is a door into myself.
Archive for the ‘Relationships’ Category
Even loneliness
Friday, November 21st, 2008“First Base” vs. “Home Free”
Monday, November 10th, 2008
Just one moment of resting in the ground of my own being
Beats the taste of ten thousand girlfriends.
One hundred million of them.
It’s that simple
Monday, September 15th, 2008
All I have to offer
is my vulnerability
And so I do, I do, I do
Sunday, August 31st, 2008
I just want to sit at the feet of the master
and weep.
I just want to sit at the feet of the master
and weep.
I just want to sit at the feet of the master
and weep.
No rhyme, no reason
Sunday, August 24th, 2008
Hope, oh so ever poisonous
hope:
Why did you come to visit today?
Count on it
Friday, August 22nd, 2008
Wanting to connect
I die to myself.
I can’t tell if that’s a bad thing
but it doesn’t matter.
And that’s a good thing.
All along
Thursday, July 17th, 2008 
To realize that I’ve been mourning the loss of what I never had.
What freedom!
Memorabilia
Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
She is the priestess of a god that doesn’t exist.
I once loved her, like in the cartoons,
my jaw to the floor, red, silky toys reflected on the memory of those vast green eyes.
With the power to burn or to heal,
what she does with that prowess is not for me to grasp.
All I know is that I make myself vulnerable and notice that nothing burns,
nothing remains.
Time together
Friday, July 4th, 2008We walked the streets of San Francisco, we visited Alcatraz, we played at the Montaña de Oro dunes, we hiked to the top of Cerro San Luis, we played at the San Luis Obispo rock climbing gym, we kayaked in Morro Bay…
But the most important part was that we were together.
Maya, Tad and Eduardo messing around in California … See my Tabblo>
Writing on the Wall
Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
The trust that has been placed on me by my teachers
I shall not defraud
