Don’t even try to read this
Saturday, July 26th, 2008
Why would I want it to stop
and miss the lessons it brings?

Why would I want it to stop
and miss the lessons it brings?

Coming back to life
having never died
it is the strangest thing.
It is all of course a lie
yet a complete delight
Even when it does not appear to be so.
It really is the strangest thing.

To realize that I’ve been mourning the loss of what I never had.
What freedom!
There is no shortcut to honesty
Honesty is the shortcut.

Live without resistance
-then notice what happens.

The highest level is to be level with everyone.
We walked the streets of San Francisco, we visited Alcatraz, we played at the Montaña de Oro dunes, we hiked to the top of Cerro San Luis, we played at the San Luis Obispo rock climbing gym, we kayaked in Morro Bay…
But the most important part was that we were together.
Maya, Tad and Eduardo messing around in California … See my Tabblo>

To not leave anyone behind.

The pockets of life in between the sadness
actually comprise everything.
It’s good to notice.

Coming home
is entirely worth it
even if it takes “forever”